im going away in a day and am kinda looking forward to it. plane freaks me out but ah it worth it the view over the mountains is amazing like looking at a painting. and the sunset breath taking i just hope i can get a photo of it that does it justice and it very relaxing something i need quite alot. man an the abscente i so going to get some of that yay. now just need wormwood so can trip out lol with out poisoning myself that is. where does one purchose wormwood? hmmm....... ah well ill find out hope i have a good time and get some cool photo's to well that all i can think of. im going to go watch family guy muwhahahaha

ok so i am officaly the most unhealthy person ever.
went the doctor today and i have toren a muscal in my stomach and man the fooking pain.
have a ulcer and have to get blood test cos i apperently have a dodgey liver to top it off.
sucks balls so it does.

man this is mental parents will never learn.

this is so backward and ignorint o cant believe ppl make sites like this.

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there is nothing wrong with the goth culture and they are not satanists as this stupid ppl think.

in the land of never ending dreams.,
where life never ends or so it seems,
tho our hearts ache and our thoughts break,
our dreams of you will forever wait,

Andrew r.i.p

i miss you.

im realy getting sick of being unwell and having shitty things happen to me and having ppl being right assholes to me.

parents treating me like im stupid and slow and just over controlling and mates fucking me around and then getting mad cos ya know ya never want to see them ever again or you will stab the fuckers cos they not only back stab you but lie to you. wankers.

things aint going my way and i getting realy fucking sick of it alot.

ah andrew had the right idea man the right fucking idea. fuck the load of them im out of here.

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im me and thats all i can be.

beware the rose, for all it's beauty. it still has its thons.